2019, Closed.

As 2019 is coming to an end, all I'd really like to say is GOOD RIDDANCE! Okay but for real though, 2019 has been a really trying year and I'm honestly glad that it's going to be over soon because I just want to move on from the disaster this year has been. So much has occurred in these 12 months, half of which I can barely remember anymore. Although a lot of it was kinda negative (or at least I emphasize on the negatives), there were many moments where all I felt was happiness especially towards the end of the year. This year was truly a roller coaster. I'm just glad that even through the stressful times, I managed (often times with help) to overcome it and just push on. Although I didn't handle all situations the way I wished that I had, I'm just happy that it's all in the past.

It's always good to have people around you that always make you feel at home and are always there even in the bad times. I just wanna thank all of you that have stuck with me through this year (you know who you are) and for those who aren't as much a part of my life anymore, I still wish you the best for the coming year. It is really time to let go of all the negativity that I have been storing deep within my being and move on to better things. Apart from being grateful, I'd also like to apologize if I have been difficult to be around or if I was just too caught up in my business to be attentive enough. I'm letting go of a lot of things/people, leaving them in 2019. As harsh as it sounds, that's life I guess. You can't hold on to everything as much as you want to.

Plus, I can't wait to start this new unpredictable journey towards adulthood and finding myself. 2020 is going to be the year where I'm going to focus on the kind of person I want to be in the future and hopefully make the right decisions along the way. It's crazy that 2019 passed in a blink of an eye. The next time I open my eyes, I'll probably be a fresh graduate and looking for a job. As much as I wish time would slow down, I'm starting to get used to the fact that I can't avoid this change forever and I should just go along with it but customize it to suit the way I want to live my life.

Well, I hope you guys are hoping for a better year as well. I know it's been a tough year for many of us but hey, when you're already so down, the only way to go is up.