Late Night Thoughts

So it's around 3.20 am, not sure why I'm not asleep yet but oh well might as well do some blogging while my eyes are still open. There's alot that's been going through my mind lately (not like you'd care but I'm gonna type anyway) and it revolves around "the future". 'Future', such a short word that carries such unpredictable meaning. No one really knows what their future holds, I mean you can plan all you want but one slip up could change everything. I feel like there's so much pressure these days to be the world's definition of perfect. Why is the expectation so high? For example, to get a decent job as a fresh graduate, you have to have at east 2 years of working experience? In what reality would make that even possible?

I'm my worst and hardest critic. I pressure myself and expect more than I can achieve. You may call that "reaching for the stars" but sometimes certain things are just way too far out of reach that even dreaming of getting it is impractical. My mom always says that it's the way you look at things, may it be positive/negative which makes the biggest difference. Me? I love being a pessimist because that way having success is like a little bonus and you pretty much ready yourself for the worst. I know, I know, that isn't the "right" mentality but what is the right mentality? Everyone goes through life in their own way, using their own experiences and defence mechanisms. Who has the right to say that just because you perceive something the way you do means that it's the wrong/right way?

Excluding extreme cases like suicide,murder, OD's and stuff, I feel that people should stop judging other people's way of thinking just because it doesn't fall in line with their own. The variety of personalities in this world is the reason humans are so unique. If everyone was the same, it would honestly suck balls. Acceptance, understanding,these are things people really need to learn because the world is always changing and it's going to keep changing. The more people resist change, their energy just keeps depleting because their wasting it on something so small that if they just LET IT GO (Frozen reference not intended) things wouldn't have to be so difficult. But in saying that, people are different. See how humans can be annoying? ._.

But yea, those are pretty much the essence of my thoughts at the moment. Pretty deep for 3 in the morning but sometimes the best thoughts come when you least expect them to :)

Anyways, I think I'm going to sleep now or I'll never get up on time. Goodnight, Good morning and Good day to all of you guys around the world! (if that's even my demographic) Adios!